Thursday, November 19, 2009
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
hari bertapa di rumah.
saya mengalami gatal2 di lengan. menyerupai gigitan nyamuk. tapi membentuk gelembung air.huk2. bergegas ke Poliklinik Penawar Taman U. (gunakan kemudahan klinik panel UTM).
Me: Morning Doc, saya kena gatal2 la.
Doc: Where is it?
Me: (show the 'gatal2')
Doc: I see..maybe you get bitten by some insects. It's ok, I'll give you some medication and ubat sapu. Remember not to take any seafood, and anchovies.
Me: Thanks Doc!
kamera baru, semangat baru.Baru ke?lebih sebulan dah pakai..But I won't forget my pink Fujifilm. You are much needed for space consumption.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
kekasih-kekasih hati.lurve.
Friday, October 30, 2009
hari berdebar nak jumpe kekasih
sume dh ready, tinggal nak print google maps jek.
blame me for not familiar with Klang valley road. malu nak mengaku pernah sekolah kt Kg Pandan 5 tahun .
saye hanye expert menggunakan pengangkutan awam spt LRT, KTM dan bas.
ahaks.
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
what is it worth more than waiting?
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Sunday, September 27, 2009
family is everything..
This particular time in my life, I love my family very much. its not that I don't love them before, BUT there are things that makes our bonds grow stronger. I have perception for people who originate from rural area. The one that still have close-minded/conservative. I am no referring this to everyone. Only to certain of them. All I have to say is that, we are different. And we think differerently. Live in the city does not makes me modern. I still kept my culture and tradition NOT forgetting my religion.
Oh, I have tonnes of stories to spit out. BUT I think, it is very personal. It might hurt other people's feeling. Even though THEY have hurt US so much. Especially 'ibu'. 'Ibu', I know you did not read this. BUT I admire your patient, and I know your patience will be rewarded sometime.
Saturday, September 26, 2009
cerita Hari Raye saye..
tgk muke afik, penoh attitude..nak bercerita ni..saye pulang berhari raye di Terengganu..awal tahun ni ayah ditugaskan di Terengganu. jadik orang Terengganu la sekejap kan. (padahal mmg kg kt Terengganu..tknk ngaku..)
b4 that, sempat balik Rawang kejap. nak tgk atok yg dh uzur..kebetulan ayah & ibu balik Rawang jugak sebab ayah kene attend bicara kt Selayang(oh, ayah saye polis). Khamis, 17 September barulah kami semua pulang ke Terengganu. sepanjang perjalanan tu asyik hujan lebat je. risau juga saye dibuatnye.yelah, musim2 perayaan ni banyak sangat kemalangan jalanraya. tgk statistik Ops Sikap XX tu..every each day, ade saje jumlah kematian yang dicatatkan..
kami sampai di kg lebih kurang jam 11 malam..sempatlah berhenti berbuka puasa di R&R Gambang dulu.menjamah nasik ayam.
esoknye, ayah ajak beli barang2 keperluan di Mydin Mall. sadly kt Terengganu ni, tk bnyk pilihan pasaraya..Mydin Mall tu pasti menjadi tumpuan orang ramai..ye, sangatlah ramai sampaikan berpuluh kali kene pusing untuk carik parking.
a day before Aidilfitri, my mom and I prepare rendang, kuah kacang and nasi impit. sedap oh rendang ibu.
pagi Aidilfitri, ayah keje..jadi kami tunggu ayah balik dalam jam 4 petang barulah pergi beraya rumah sedara mara..most of the time, tgk TV jelah..
hari2 berikutnye dihabiskan dengan melepak sahaja..spend time with beloved siblings..
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Monday, September 14, 2009
kenape bile malas masa terasa begitu lambat?
haih~tak sabar nak balik raye..(,")
Thursday, September 10, 2009
semua orang nak bercakap pasal Hari Raya
sepanjang Ramadhan ni, saye langsung tkde perasaan utk beraya. mungkin kerana terlalu sibuk atau mmg tknk fikir pasal Aidilfitri. tapi bila lagu-lagu raya mula diputarkan di radio bermula 15 Ramadhan, hah, barulah terpinga-pinga pk kueh raye la, kasut (kalau nak beli). thn ni sgt sederhana. tudung, brooch, sume saye pakai yg dh sedia ade je. malas nak berhias sgt.nnt after Raye baru nak pk crk baju utk ke openhouse.huhu.
hujung minggu lepas saye berkesempatan ke Plaza Angsana, JB. saje2 tukar selera dan kebetulan menjamu mata tgk baju2 yg dijual di sane.wah, mcm2 ade..and I've reasons to smile this coming Aidilfitri. camera Fujifilm saye masuk hospital atas sbb2 yg tk dpt dielakkan. jadi saye berangan utk mendapatkan kamera digital yang baru. hurm,tgkla hasil pencarian hujung minggu ni nnt ya!
okeh, tgn lenguh tulis 3 perenggan.
nnt kte menulis lagi ye!
Monday, August 3, 2009
blame me for being busy
Friday, June 26, 2009
hoorey!!bila rasa gembira tepuk tangan..(clap clap)


ape kes?pegang tiket bas mcm dpt cek rm10k..kui2..
mujur dpt tiket tu..aku dh nervous2 bile g kaunter Transnasional and brother tu ckp, "abih dh dik.."
berdegup jantung mase tuh..dlm pale ni dh pk ape nk bgtau ibu..ayah dh siap nk amek off hari Ahad ni sbb anak2 die nak balik..(terharu, tp dlm mase same dpt tau ayah nk suh penuhkn peti ais rumah tu dgn mknn on my treat..)
me : angah. cmne ni?ok2, kte crk kaunter Adik Beradik pulak..
angah : haa,itu sis..i nmpk..
me : pakcik, tiket g KT mlm esok ade lg tk?
pakcik yg pakai uniform orange black dgn sulaman Adik Beradik : raso penuh doh..(sambil angkat telefon smbil mendail)..bpe org dik?
me : 2 org pakcik..kami ni adik beradik..(hee hee ; gelak dlm hati je tau)
pakcik : yg tggl seat hok blakang..(smbil menulis butir2 tmpt duduk)
me : (dlm hati ; tk kesahlah..)
phew..nasib baik..tiket mlm ni kul 9..saye haruslah bergegas sebaik habis kelas tuition kul 7 nnt..
Monday, June 22, 2009
sudah 3 bulan kami tidak berjumpa..uhuk(!-!)
ye, saye sgt RINDUKAN dia & dia..
we were last met on March..
BUT we keep on promising for our DATE
ohh, rindunye kt diorg..
insyaAllah, Jumaat malam ni nak balik Terengganu..haih, sawan jugak aku, dh lame tk travel lebih 4 jam naik bus nih
harap2 boleh tidur dgn jayanya..SBB saye mmg ade masalah nak tido dalam kenderaan yg
last weekend was a bloom too, on Saturday i went for movie with En. Faiz (tgk State of Play ;
and on Sunday (setelah berusaha nak bgn pagi tp kantoi la kn dkt tgh hari baru kemas tilam), went to Jusco Bukit Indah with sista..saje jenjalan carik pasal padahal mengidam cendol RM2.50 tambah seposen lagi utk tax kt Arena..
and we went to survey for ayah's Father's Day gift..found it, BUT decide to BUY it on this Friday afternoon which i decide to do my hair treatment too and after 5 i'll be rushing for tuition class (dgn harapan, berpenat2 seharian supaya boleh tido dalam bus yg ber-air-cond)
*end*
Monday, June 15, 2009
tag.tag.tag( from Dhiya)
perasaan bercampur baur
i'm sick.sick and sick..flu and slight sore throat yang masih belum sembuh. Tak sabar nak balik terengganu. Sbb lepas ni raya nnt baru jumpe ibu & ayah balik..
excited : got an offer to teach tuition classes for English subject. haruslah study balik, sbb saye sendiri pn tk ingt cmne saye blaja English dlu..sedar2 je dh reti speaking and rase2 ayat tu cm sedap je didengar.bolehkah language ability ni dikatakn gifted?huhu.last weekend dh masuk 1st & 2nd class.mencabar rupanye mengajar ni..dan baru jugak saye tau saye mmg ade semangat utk mengajar.[huh, kununlah kn]tkpelah, giving me experience seblom saye jadik lecturer after completing my PhD nnt..eventhough lecturing tk same dgn teaching, BUT still, tanggungjawab tu same je kan?
2. Saya nak makan...
ermm nk mkn ape yek..sakit2 ni kurang sket la selera..nasik pn malas nk telan..tp kalo balik terengganu nnt nk request kt ibu laksam..pastu nak ajak ayah g pantai mkn yg goreng2 tu..nak mkn keropok lekor jugak..haruslah yg ORIGINAL from terengganu okeh..
3. Saya tak suka...
bile dinafikan hak saye..huh,cmne tuh?kinda hard to explain..tp saye je yg tau maksudnye..saye susah nak marah la..
4. Impian saya?
complete my education till PhD, married, have kids..simply the same with everyone..PLUS nak bg ibu & ayah hidup senang..saye bercita2 nak gaji smpai RM20k sebulan..haha..lmbt lgla tuh..and I hope by my age is nearly 40, saye sudah naik ke tahap Prof Madya..
5. Haiwan yang saya tak suka?
err, saye tk minat bela pets bagai..tp tk plak smpai tk ske kn..serangga2 terbang pn rilek je saye tangkap & buang(yg tk berbahaya la kn)
if wild animal counts, haruslah Cik Ular itu yg saye takutkn sgt..
6. Saya harap...
ape yang terbaik utk saye..ape sahaja..mungkin bnde tu bkn yg terbaik di mata org..biarlah saye je yg tau..dan menghargai..
7. Jika boleh diputarkan masa?
kalo mampu, bnyk je bnde yg saye nk ubah..bnyk sgt..tp saye pasti ape yg terjadi tu ade hikmahnye..
8. Saya pada 10 tahun akan datang?
harapnye dh naik DS52..kalo leh tinggi lgla kn..mungkin sudah beranak 2 atau 3..huhu..
9. Handphone saya adalah...
simple and slim Motorola L7i..sayang gile hp ni..sbb AYAH yg hadiahkan..dh masuk 3 thn kot pakai hp ni..dh bnyk kali jatuh, tp masih bertahan smpai skrg..
10. Saya pernah bercinta sebanyak?
kalo termasuk recent relationship, 2 kali dh..yg 1st tu lasting almost 4 year..
11. Saya suka pada...
bnde2 yg berwarna kuning..and latest craziness, is yellow apparel..since last 3 week,berkenan gile kt blouse Voir Exchange itu..tp mampu tgk jela..kene sekat2 sket nafsu nih.,
12. Kawan-kawan saya...
adalah koleksi terbaik yg saye pernah miliki..haha..cm album..tp ingatan saye hanye bermula pd kwn2 skolah menengah@SABKL( sekolah menengah aminuddin baki, KL)& ATPN(Asrama Toh Puan Norashikin,Kg Pandan)..mmg tk ingt sgt dh kwn2 skolah rendah..muka tu mayb familiar..tp jgnla ditanye nama..huhu
kwn2@matrix(KMK ; F1T6) is the best i ever had..that 1 year with all of you is memorable. bdk sains fizikal yg ske jalan laju2 g kuliah and tutorial..
kwn2@UTM(esp SSH ; Sarjana Muda Fizik Kesihatan) is the bestest..ado lak cmtu yek??hey, mane tak nye..3 thn 1/2 woo..sbb ktorg extend beramai2..extend tu atas sbb2 yg munasabah..nk wt cmne, lecturer physic sume killer..menakutkan jek..join JKM KTHO pn beramai2..hehe..tmpt bertemu jodoh tu..
13. Pernah dikhianati?
saye seorang yg pemaaf..dan saye tk ingt dh kalo saye pernah dikhianati..
14. Apa yang anda hendak lakukan terhadap org yang mengkhianati
saye slalu mendoakan kesejahteraan orang2 sekeliling saye..biarlah perbuatan mereka dibalas setimpalye..
Thursday, June 11, 2009
sesungguhnya penyakit itu penghapus dosa
hr ni mental saye tk brape btul..mkn ubat jdk high jek..ckp pn melalut..jd, silalah gambar2 ini
my work station@ office..bersepah bagai kn?azam nk kemaskn office tk tercapai lg..berangan jek lebey..
Friday, June 5, 2009
9 SEBAB hati tidak bahagia..pedoman utk hari ni
2. Pendendam tersembunyi iaitu ibarat mengumpul lahar di dalam dada. Orang seperti ini sentiasa mencari-cari peluang untuk membalas dendam hatta secara yang kecil-kecil sekalipun seperti sakitkan hati atau tempelak orang yang didendami itu. Sebab itu orang pendendam mudah kena sakit jantung.
3. Hasad dengki - amalanya hangus akibat hasad dengkinya itu kerana ia memiliki sifat ketuhanan.
4. Bakhil - sentiasa merasakan orang lain menginginkan harta, kesenangan, pangkat dll. dari dirinya. Contohnya sentiasa berdalih mengatakan ia tiada duit. (rezeki yang diberi oleh Allah elok dikongsi bersama..-derma) Allah lebih sayang orang yang fasiq tetapi pemurah tetapi benci orang yang abid tetapi bakhil. Kerana walaupun fasiq, pemurahnya itu tetap memberi manfaat pada orang lain kerana kadangkala rezeki itu Allah beri melalui maknusia
5. Tamak orang yang tidak puas dengan yang sedikit nescaya tidak akan puas dengan yang banyak kerana dunia ini ibarat meminum air laut...walau berapa banyak yg diminum tetap tak abis jugak...lagipun org tamak selalu rugi.. ** Ingat ! yang dikatakan harta atau rezeki kita bila ia dipakai atau digunakan oleh kita. Selagi tidak diguna iaitu disimpan, itu belum boleh dikatakan rezeki kita. (mungkin ada hak orang lain di situ) Biarlah rezeki itu sedikit tetapi mendapat keberkatan iaitu dapat dimanfaatkan.
6. Tidak sabar andainya perkara yang kecil pun tidak boleh bersabar apatah lagi hal-hal yang lebih besar. (oleh itu banyak2kanlah bersabar bila hadapi dugaan..cthnyer time keja banyak..tetap maintain vogue walau keja bertimbun atas meja..heh..heh..)
7. Ego - ibu segala mazmummah jadi ia membuatkan seseorang paling tidak tenang. Orang yang memiliki sifat ini pantang tercabar dari sudut zahir mahupun batin.
8. Riak terseksa sendiri kerana sentiasa tercari-cari peluang untuk dipuji. Sentiasa berlakun-lakun di depan orang. Jika ia dipuji, ia akan menambah amalnya tetapi jika dikeji, ia akan mengurangkan amalnya. -Allah marah kalau kita riak..takabbur dgn aper yg kita ada..
9. Cinta dunia - tidak dapat menderita, ...dapat pun menderita kerana bila sudah dapat susah pula menjaganya. Berhartalah tidak mengapa tetapi kawal hati jangan diletakkan pada harta itu. biler mati cuma bawa amalan dan doa anak yg soleh/solehah... Cinta dunia merupakan "neraka dunia" kerana dunia itu "panas" akibat ia merupakan barang buruan dan rebutan. Jadi letakkanlah akhirat itu di hati dan dunia itu di tangan supaya dunia itu senang dibahagi-bahagi dan akhirat dibawa mati.
Kesimpulan
Jadi yang meragut kebahagiaan sebenarnya bukanlah secara TOTALnya disebabkan kemiskinan, musibah, kesibukan dllnya. tetapi ialah MAZMUMMAH.
Makin tinggi mazmummah seseorang, makin ia tidak BAHAGIA. Samada bermujahadah atau biarkan saja mazmummah itu, kedua-duanya tetap menderita tetapi andainya bermujahadah kita akan dibantu Allah dan akan bahagia jua akhirnya. So..sama-samalah kite sentiasa ingat mengingati antara satu sama lain...andai kita terleka dengan dunia buruklahh padahnya.
Wallahualam"
Siapakah org yg KEDEKUT?
Orang yg kedekut ialah org yg membiar atau membuang e-mail ini begitu sahaja, malah dia tidak akan menyampaikan pula pada org lain.
*kredit to Yatti Omar for this content
kejutan di pagi Jumaat
"Ayah dah beli SIM card baru utk afik, bolehlah cal afik ke SMS afik ke ni nombor afiklah ni"
wah2..berjaya jugak bdk kecik kt rumah tu pujuk ayah belikan die SIM card baru..bertuah punye bdk..baru darjah 3, dh dpt hp bagai..isk2..pas2 ibu bising2, abes dh hp tu die geledah, testing bluetooth la, mcm2..huk2
ape nak wt, bdk2 zaman skrg..cepat je belajar semua bnde. td baru lps call bdk kecik nih, ckp ngn die, belajar jgn lupe plak..mentang2 la tgh cuti skolah kan..
haih, tibe2 rindu gile nak balik kg..
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Melaka-part I
Dayah and me gerak dr tol Skudai around 11.45am, smpai at tol Ayer Keroh around 1.30pm..traffic nye spnjg after exit Ayer Keroh tu, punyela massive..dhla bnyk traffic light kt Melaka ni..lenguh dh kaki saye tekan clutch..

so lynkn jela yek gamba2 yg ade nih
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
duit gaji dan keberkatannya
sbb yesterday ade agent Public Mutual datang office, nk promote Public Mutual pnye product..sounds very interesting, BUT then I refuse since I have huge liability every months
sambil borak2 tu, die tanyela, dh pakai kete ke..sewa rumah bpe etc ; nk tau financial status kte.SOMEHOW die terkejut bile I said yg gaji tu ade peruntukannya untuk family.means bg certain amount of money to my parents. pelik sgt kah?tp ade org pernah bgtau dgn saye, duit tu bile kte bg kt family, insyaAllah berkat..
saye pn pernah la jugak mengalami nye, tktau la nk kate cmne kn. maybe mmg dh rezeki kte tertulis cmtu.dan mayb jugak sbb 'berkat' nya duit kte tu..
sometimes bile dh hujung bln, biasela duit tu dh nyawa2 ikan kn..hehe.tp Alhamdulillah selalu dipermudahkan.kwn2 byr hutang la..bnde2 cmtu la..
anda bagaimana?
hah, pasal Public Mutual tu, it is kind of investment. Kte invest vertain amount of money, then the money works for you. and it is compliance with Shariah.
p/s : gambar2 mase short holiday to Melaka hr tu lum sempat lg nk edit..rase cm malas gile nk letak watermark..
Thursday, May 28, 2009
benda harus ade sebelum bertolak ke Melaka


1. travel bath set -> spnjg dok menghabiskn duit kt Body Shop hr tu, point dh cukup nk redeem rm35 for next purchase


2. mascara baru -> berkenan kt Maybelline Cats Eye Volume Express tuh. sy mmg pengguna Maybelline yg setia..huk2
3. Rye pesan, pakai sunblock..sbb katenye Melaka tgh panas skrg..baeklah cik Rye..esok ayuz g survey dan beli sunblock..auww, i mmg tk tahan panas..nk wt cmne, office fully self controlled air-condition
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Melaka..here I come (,")
gonna spend 1 night in Malacca, and I consider myself as lucky that at last I manage to go for vacation (count that from December 2007)
what most important is to spend time with my friends
yeah, I admit that I'm a bit lonely sometimes
pix snapping and cam-whoring
haha
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
saye benci orang talam dua muka..tp kuih talam saye ske okeh!
saye tk faham, dan mungkin tkkn dpt faham
dpn org ko boleh ckp punyela baik, ayat manis punye, puji memuji bagai
tup2, rupenye ko g mengata dkt jiran tepi-depan-belakang umah
eyh, ko ingt ko tu bagus sgt ke??
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sy tgh pissed-off sgt2
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Tuesday, May 12, 2009
top to toe Body Shop
D.I.Y body and foot scrub
mati I kalo inche itu tau bpe bnyk ku habeskn kt Body Shop
huk2
mmg belian terbaek lah bulan ni(terbaek sbb mengempiskan purse)

1.Wild Cherry Shower Gel

2.Wild Cherry Body Scrub

3.Wild Cherry Puree Lotion

4.Moroccan Rose Eau de Toilette
p/s : hah, mlm karang la amek sume gamba skaligus..pnat den nk drag gmba satu2 cmni..
Monday, May 11, 2009
sahabat (special entry for dhiya)

sila berbangga sekejap okeh!
hee
even we're apart, and far from each other
please remember that I treasure and appreciate our long friendship
walau mcm mane sibuk pn, aku tetap kwn kau tau..
smpai bile2..
"A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart, and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words."
Monday, April 27, 2009
mode = bz
kinda busy je lately..everything need to be done on time..
haih..
nk tulih ape pn tktau nih
ape2 pn, wish semua bloggers nice life!
Sunday, April 12, 2009
fanatik..yeah!

okeh, saye tibe2 fanatik AF-7..owh, tidak!!
b4 ni mmg tk pnah tgk pun, except AF-6, itupun just tgk konsert gitu2 and saye boleh agak Stacy yg jdk juara (ceh, kunun penilik nasib, kui2)
adoi, tp season kali ni jdk fanatik plak,tk pasal2 dgn diari skali saye bantai follow
pas2 housemate dh perli2 saye boley jdk pengkritik sambilan..huhu
SBB utama saye jdk minat nk tgk is, almost sume pelajar boleh nyanyi..tkdela suara angsa dan ke laut (a.k.a sumbang mambang)
at least sedap didengar and with nice tone
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mlm ni Sidi is voted out, poor him, BUT he does not show much improvement
Friday, April 10, 2009
glad..finally

bertungkus lumus siapkan proposal untuk FRGS (Fundamental Research Grant Scheme), br dpt tau Selasa lepas, ade ke ptt due date nye hr ni..
sakit otak memikirkan
tp suda siap, suda hantar kt big boss
rase relieve sgt2..
fuuh..
ape plan this weekend yek??
Jumaat (10/4/2009)
after 5 karang hantar housemate to S.putri, die nk balik KL
isi minyak kete, dr smlm dh blink2..huhu
crk bekalan mknn smpai hr Ahad kt Jusco
mlm ni smbung shoot gamba shawl (tergendala smlm sbb low bat)
date dgn OIAM@8TV..hik2..nk tgk Awal
Sabtu(11/4/2009)
bgn awl, kemas umah etc
masuk UTM, bersemangat nk wt research
mayb stay smpai ptg2 sket
date dgn Konsert AF..
Ahad (12/4/2//9)
rehat2..tonton tv
date dgn Anugerah Bintang Popular
kesimpulan : saye nk tgk tv!!
Thursday, April 9, 2009
otak tepu
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
anxiety..and i know everyone suffers from this
korang pernah tk perkataan ni?haa..kalo nk tau, according to Occupational Health, anxiety dikategorikan sbg salah satu penyakit/disorder/disease
sbnrnye tibe2 teringt mase study subjek ni dgn my lecturer during undergraduate ; die ckp, org Melayu ni mmg ade penyakit anxiety, salah satunye anxiety pasal makan..
haha, tergelak besar ktorg mase tuh, sbb die bg cnth ; "kte nk mkn ape yek hr ni?padahal baru je lepas sarapan pagi.."kui2..
saye percaya ramai yg mcm tuh..reason saye publish entry ni hr ni ialah saye sedang mengalami nye..tgk, jam baru pukul 11 pg..dh pk nk mkn ape, nk mkn ktne..
and of course, dh start ym kwn2 sume..
hehe
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something about anxiety yg i search through internet
Natural anxiety
Anxiety is an emotional reaction which we are all familiar with. You can probably remember the feelings during the last couple of hours and minutes before an exam. Or when you are about to give a speech at a big celebration. Your hands are clammy and shaking. Your heart is beating in your chest. You feel like you need the toilet. You don't think clearly and easily loose your nerves. When at last you reply, your voice is weak and soft.
We know the feeling of anxiety when we are waiting for a reply from the doctor about a test, when we go for a job interview or on a first date or when we are just had a traffic accident.
Your physical and mental reactions are roughly the same each time you become anxious no matter what the reason is. It is the same reaction you get when you become scared about a real danger. Lost in thought, you could walk out in front of a car and be close to being run over.
source from : http://my.depnet.com/universe1/anxiety/natural_anxiety/
Monday, March 30, 2009
the shortest distance between 2 ships is..FRIENDSHIP
Friday, March 27, 2009
berkat doa & kesabaran
syukur sangat2, i heard good news from ibu last nite
tk perlulah saye sebutkn di sini, tp cukup utk membuat saya menitiskan air mata kegembiraan
after 10 years, barulah doa saya termakbul..
pg ni saye bgn dgn penuh semangat ; kerana saya tahu Dia Maha Mendengar & Maha Mengetahui
because sometimes , it takes time to heal rite?
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
sakit badan..adoii..
mula2 mcm tkleh capai brg, pastu adela rase cm bahu terkehel..
hr ni mmg tk lrt sgt nk bgn..
adoii..
nape ni..
keje bnyk woo..
tkleh rehat2..
Monday, March 23, 2009
MEGA 2008
and I present as Alumni KTHO (Kolej Tun Hussein Onn), my residents college during my undergraduate..ahaks!alumni..rase mcm dh tua sgt jek..
it was fun, sbb dpt sembang2 ngan kwn2 lama..alah, slalu je jumpe, tp setakat terserempak mcm tu je..
the whole majlis is defined as BOLEHLA..saya mengkritik dari sudut seorang yg pernah handle MEGA ni dulu okeh!
MEGA stands for Merbauan Glory Awards, Merbauan is an old name for Kolej Tun Hussein Onn..
if not mistaken, en azri hohad@ayah angkat Dhiya (mmg ayah angkat ko kn?hehe) ckp smlm a total of 30 alumni is coming..hurm, tk lebey & tk kurang pun mase ktorg handle dulu..
the space is quite limited, so tkleh la nk berjalan2 sgt..TNC HEP (A) launched the ceremony yesterday..
FOOD?tk tau nk category kan as what..nk kate Chinese, ade sajian kambing..nk kate tradisional Melayu, ada gado-gado..maybe campur2 je kot..
PERSEMBAHAN?ada nasyid from Voice of Men (pernah jadi peserta Akademi Nasyid@TV9), ada live band from Kelab Kontemporari (saye dh jadi mcm syafinaz smlm..kutuk2 bdk pmpuan tu nyanyi lagu english tp diction tk betol, and ade lg satu live band nyanyi lagu Melayu tp slang mcm org putih)please..peliharalah bahasa kita..and correct your English pronounciation..
LAYOUT,PROTOKOL,PENTAS?boleh dipuji, biasela kelam kabut, lgpn quite sempit kn..tkleh salahkn diorg..
overall, happy tgk muka2 yg dh lame tk jumpe..and sume org asyik tanye saye, Oncan mane?heh, saye ade mcm muka P.A die ke?
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
i need your ideas..
1.where to go?
2.budget range?
3. travel by agency or D.I.Y?
4.i do support domestic tourism,okeh!plus i do not have my passport YET
description : let that place give me peace, BUT still something i can do during the day such as little activity ; sightseeing, etc (where pix can look so fine)
please..and sorry friends
i really need a long hours of rest
getting me hectic day by day
sometimes i could not feel my hands anymore..(long hours of typing perhaps)
seriously in chronic disorder~
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
i wish to..
be Rebecca Bloomwood in Confession of Shopaholic
i know, i know..BUT the fact that i'm quite good in throwing my money and leaving CREDIT behind..
and NOW i'm doing some freelance WORK, does it makes me similar to HER??
m.a.k.e m.o.r.e m.o.n.e.y
i wish to..
leave all things behind, create new life
BUT it is NOW is the world i live in
should I be grateful enough??
s.y.u.k.u.r
please make it FORWARD..i need the BEST NOW!
Sunday, March 15, 2009
mayday!need urgent help
my BIGGEST problem is, tkde baju!!
theme die corporate & sopan
with chocolate as theme colour
tulun2, nk pakai ape ni..
anyone knows anybody who sell jubah etc??
adoi..huhu
penat..semakin penat..bertambah penat
smlm tdo kul 3++, bgn kul 7, terus bergegas amek shawl kt tailor, kul 9 masuk UTM, prepare gerai, start jual kul 10 smpai 5 ptg
hanye Sarah yg tau betapa mengantoknye saye hr ni..huhu
balik2 g isi minyak dlu, smpai umah kul 6++ check email jp.owh, mata mmg tk tahan, berat mcm ade lesung batu
tp ku gagahkn jua, mandi2 jp..bg segar bdn
ahh, kul 9 tgk AF 7 ; hmm, boleh thn jugak 1st concert diorg.haa, bole jd pengkritik sambilan nih..hehe
kul 10 switch tv3, tgk drama Ku Mohon, Fahrin yg hensem itu berlakon..heheh.hurm, tk sempat nk tgk lagu2 dlm drama tu, agk sedap didengar
haha, skrg ni dh kul 1++, masih menaip di dpn lptp, siapkn translation content website, adoi..tdo lmbt lgla mlm ni agknye..
harap2 esok bole tdo puas2, hari Rabu ni supervisor nk tgk karangan for journal ; huk2..
Thursday, March 12, 2009
sekali air bah, sekali pantai berubah
haha, but I take it seriously ; manusia akan berubah.hah,mcm sesumpah plak kn?owh, kite tk bercerita pasal haiwan yg suka tukar2 kaler ikut environment.kita cerita pasal homo sapiens a.k.a manusia.
kenapa agaknya manusia boleh berubah?perubahan itu boleh jadi baik atau buruk.kdg2 kita berubah disbbkn keadaan.mungkin persekitaran kita yg memaksa, atau ada peristiwa yg berlaku dalam hidup, memungkinkan sebarang perubahan.
kadang2, kite sendiri tidak sedar kite dh berubah, unless ade org yg tegur.recently saya ade tgk profile kwn2 sekolah di fb (Facebook ) ; asyik lyn fb jela kejenye.hehe.saya sgt terkejut, bila tgk ade kwn2 saye yg beragama Islam, tanpa segan silu bergambar di club , berpelukan dgn bkn muhrim, dgn bangga memegang sebatang rokok dan terpampang di atas meja botol2 minuman keras.ahh, saye sgt sedih , apekah tidak cukup ajaran yg diberi?kita mmg tidak boleh salahkn ibu bapa dgn keadaan ini. mungkin ade segelintir dipertontonkan dgn aktiviti sosial sebegini, tp bukankah kita sendiri sudah besar, dan tahu membezakan perkara yg baik dan buruk?
hmm, saya tk pndai nk bg ceramah, dan saya mengaku, saye bukanlah manusia yg baik sgt, tp saye sedar batas2 kita sbg seorang yg menjunjung Al-Quran & Sunnah.saya berdoa hati saya ditetapkan.mungkin org yg terbaca entry ini boleh berkata ; "ahh,biarlah, itu kn urusan mereka dgn Tuhan." tp, kita kan punya tanggungjwb?amal makruf nahi mungkar. sudah terang2 apa yg mereka buat itu salah.beranikah kita menanggung dosa?
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JEMPUTAN 14/3/2009
nak menjemput semua ke gerai yellow prestige hari Sabtu ni bersempena Karnival Sinar Gemerlapan Kolej Datin Seri Endon (KDSE), UTM
ahah!anda semua bole mencuba shawl di sane(saye akan bwk cermin),saye sgt teruja kali ini, dan akan introducekn anda semua dgn shawl dari material voile. nantikan kemunculannya Sabtu ini, okeh!
bertempat di hadapan Arked KDSE ; to be spesific, dpn minimart Asyraf(glamer Asyraf lps nih!)hehe
kami akan berada di situ from 10pg to 5ptg
doakan cuaca baik je hari tu, yela,musim2 hujan ni.saye cadangkn anda semua dtg dgn payung..huhu
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X.O.X.O
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
musim orang kawin..

angah..ske benor sengih gitu
okeh, ni ade sikit gmba mase kenduri kawin uncle@pok yan kt seremban last weekend. sbnrnye dh berusaha dr smlm lg, tp uploading image keeps failed.ahh, maybe Celcom Broadband tgh prob sket kot.tkpela, kte upload yg berjaya dlu je.
just enjoy ye..sbb tk lrt nk bercerita, yg penting semuanya berjalan lancar kt sane..
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
have fun with this quiz!
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test81.aspx
also credit to riririna for this source
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
membazir duit ~
niat tgh hari td just nk belanja tima lunch@jusco and byr bil celcom
ape kejadahnye tibe2 bershopping kt Body Shop ; tk memasal terbeli blusher + Body Polish Strawberry + Refining Bath
hah, sib baik sikit lg jek tk mencukupkn RM110 tuh
tk bley2, kene sekat sket
bdget sudah lari seblom sempat kejar,lmbt lg tggu duit freelance masuk
(saye bertugas sbg freelance translator)
and thanks to Tima, sbb temankn ayuz smpai ke Celcom Center kt Kempas tuh
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sigh~
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
and here we go again
tibe-tibe, rase nk post lirik this one song from Melly Goeslow
this song is from OST(Original Sound Track) for AdaApaDenganCinta movie
sudah lame gile citer ni, BUT i still keep the CD.haha
sgt suker citer ni, sampai nanges2!pape ntah, ahh..mase muda remaja & berbunga cinta
i loike all the songs tau,sbb konon2 same mcm ceritera chenta saye..(yg sudah menjadi sejarah)
ok2, mari saye post satu lagu nih ;
Suara Hati Seorang Kekasih
hanya namamu di hatiku
jiwa dan raga takkan berdusta
namun terkadang
cinta terusik benci sesaat
seribu musim takkan bisa
menghibur hati yang penuh marah
entah mengapa
berpisah saat mulai menjalin
suara hati seorang kekasih
bagai nyanyian surgawi
takkan berdusta
walau ketamakan merajai
diri yang penuh emosi
jauh di dasar hatiku
tetap ku mau
kau sebagai kasihku
*****
ahh, tibe2 nk tgk balik citer ni..tkpe2,kalo sempat saye tgk..
DVD yg beli hari tu pn tk sempat nk tgk lg..uhuk!
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Ways to Build Happy, Lasting Relationships
Dating and marriage is different than it was twenty years ago. In today's society, more than 50% of all marriages fail for one reason or another. Just thinking about that makes "commitment" seem scary. It seems that when relationships are faced with challenges, people quit trying. Dating is more like a marathon, trying to date as many people as possible, instead of taking time to get to know someone at a deeper level. For married couples, divorce is not biased. Whether married for thirty years or eight months, the outcome can be the same.
The fact is that relationships, whether dating or married, are hard. Things do not always go perfectly, fighting does occur, and it takes a 100% commitment from both parties to make it a success. Often when people break off a relationship, they feel as though something is missing. The "spark" has gone, leaving one or both people feeling inadequate and unfulfilled.
However, even though the odds are not very good, healthy, and long-lasting relationships are definitely possible and proven by many people. Look at Paul Newman and Joanne Woodard, Danny Devito and Rhea Perlman, or Nancy and Ronald Regan. What secrets do they possess? The answer is that they all work hard at their relationship. They made a decision of choosing to love their mate rather than relying on the "warm and fuzzy" feelings, which everyone knows will fade. By making love a choice you are making a decision that even in the bad times, you stick it out.
Think of it like choosing a car. You pick out the make, model, year, color, and features that you believe are best for you. After driving your car for a couple of months, you realize that perhaps you should have purchased a larger car, or that maybe the leather seats would have been better, or on hot sunny days, the sunroof would have been nice. However, it is now too late so you choose to keep your car and make it work. It is the same for marriage. Not everything will be perfect and there will be major obstacles to overcome but you have made your decision and now you choose to make it work.
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Tuesday, February 17, 2009
dilema
D’Masiv - Dilema
aku masih termenung
di tengah kesepian
berharap sesuatu
yang tak pasti
engkau sangat menjeratku
sungguh ku hanya inginkan
hatimu yang telah termiliki
* iblis di dalam dada ini
terus mengusik keyakinanku
ku bertanya apakah aku bisa
memiliki hatinya
aku merasa tenang
saatku mencoba untuk
selalu membayangkan wajahmu
repeat *
lagu ni sangat best arrangement music die..sgt suker!! ada sket mcm this one song from Album Dewa 19-Perasaanku tentang Perasaannya
Thursday, February 12, 2009
hadapi dengan senyuman
Hadapi Dengan Senyuman
Semua yang terjadi
Biar terjadi .
Hadapi dengan tenang jiwa
Semua... Kan baik baik saja
Bila ketetapan tuhan
Sudah ditetapkan
Tetaplah sudah .
Tak ada yang bisa merubah
Dan takkan bisa berubah
Relakanlah saja ini
Bahwa semua yang terbaik
Terbaik untuk kita semua
Menyerahlah untuk menang
Monday, February 9, 2009
believe
i will always believe in chances
i will always believe that luck and charm is there for me
i will always believe in love
i will always believe in hope
*****
and all i want is to believe
Friday, February 6, 2009
di kala malam,terkenang2
actually ade satu bnde ni yg dh lame saye tgglkn..
layan mp3 kt laptop..huhu
dlu mase undergrad,bile stay up cnfirm bernyanyi2 ngan roommate..mujur dpt roommate yg lebey kurang layan jek..
arrgh..rindunye mase dlu2..
thn ni dh masuk 2009,means by Nov this yr,i'll be 24..
cptnye..takot sgt bile umor ni makin bertambah
even org kate age is just a number,tp that number matters tau
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oh,tknk membebel la mlm ni
duk play, pause, stop sume mp3..
mcm kemaruk gile dgr lagu lame2
esp lagu Datuk Ct; i'm huge fan of her u noe..
lagu SO7..ske giler album O7Des..
lagu Dewa19>>larut &all songs
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adoi,rindu bangat ngan emi,lily,ina-mon,jujamon,faraD(teman wt kerja ngarut2)
dayah,cik su,hazila,mutia,sarah,lear,ct,eri(my girls yg smbung M.Sc kt UTM)
fahim(teman double-date+gossip+jalan balik kelas same2),bilik JKM jd saksi..kui2
ieie(tk pnah double-date ngan die,triple-date pnah kowt,tp knal die since skolah lg),slalu jdk tempat ngadu bile die rase cm nk mengalirkn airmata..heheh
dhoyo(ahah!ni bff yg dh kerja JPS,baek ko turun cni belanje aku..hehe)
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sebuah kisah klasik untuk masa depan
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Thursday, February 5, 2009
all by myself
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone
Livin alone
I think of all the friends I've known
But when I dial the telephone
Nobody's home
All by myself
Dont wanna be
All by myself anymore
All by myself
Dont wanna live
All by myself anymore
Hard to be sure
Some times I feel so insecure
And love so distant and obsecure
Remains the cure
All by myself
Dont wanna be
All by myself anymore
All by myself
Dont wanna live
All by myself anymore
Monday, February 2, 2009
what makes me into business
kinda busy with my research ; ahah!kunun la kan..
urm,actually just wanna share something with all of u
recently online business mmg menjadi2 kn?and blogshop tu tumbuh rapidly mcm cendawan lepas hujan..
and me myself pun tk terkecuali
i launched my blogshop ; yellowprestige
on August 2008
simply my first step, dgn still mcm2 bnde tk tau
mmg tkde experience langsung berbisnes nih!
person who inspired me is rina a.k.a riri
she wrote 1 post in her blog ; lovely-austere.blogpot (this blog is no longer available)
M.M.M or C.B?
really caught my attention because MMM means Make More Money and CB means Cut Back.
what does this two terms defined?
okeh,mmg simple je pn
either we make more money or we cut back our expenses.
but this two things makes me realize, kite mmg perlu menyimpan/berjimat cermat u name it,
BUT dlm keadaan ekonomi sekarang, dgn harge barang yg semakin naik tp tk reti nk turun2
EVEN the fuel cost has lower down, it does not make any sense to me rite??
tp adakah kita sedar, dgn M.M.M, kte tk perlu lg menyekat perbelanjaan semata2 untuk berjimat cermat
INSTEAD, u can SAVE and also SPEND
caranye sgt mudah dear..M.M.M
we may have permanent job, let the salary be our SAVING
LET's make M.M.M our source to SPEND more
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and i always been a great dreamer about my business
sangat men-cintai dunia textile nih!mungkin mewarisi my late grandmother kowt,since die dulu meniaga kain.cuma still mencari2 best material for selendang.
&also as i mention before, nk blaja menjahit
supaya senang di kemudian hari,no need lagi anta upah jahit to tailor
let me be the greatest custom-made seller
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option is in your hand
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till i logging to this blog again; mmuahx!!
p/s : M.M.M & C.B appears in Confessions of a Shopaholic by Sophie Kinsella
Thursday, January 29, 2009
ya ampun kawan2..
been tagged few times
tp lgsg tk sempat nk ngadap blog ni
nnt bile free i buat ye..sorry!!
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masih sakit kaki akibat men-drive lame
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Monday, January 19, 2009
no title
erm last weekend went for pontian for buddy's wedding ceremony, join the Garage Sale@S08, and had gathering dinner with buddies@Senibong
and for this coming weekdays, i have to progress my self up for my research
promise to discuss with my co-supervisor this Thursday..
and what most trigger is i'll be back to my hometown on Sunday
huh,it will be a long journey since my parents moved from Selangor to Terengganu.
jaohnye ibu & ayah..huhu
hope to see them all,seriously have been damn missing them.esp my youngest bro.
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& promise to ibu,to bring her for some shopping
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mmuah!!
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
featuring in garage sale@S08


sib baik today free sikit
alhamdulillah application tukar to research dh settle, just have to wait for the offer letter je.by hook or by crook, next week dh setel sume..
hah, ni nk story sikit..
this saturday (17 Jan 2009) i'll be featuring in Garage Sale@S08, KTC,UTM. ceh,featuring tuh,mcm dlm lagu jek
this is actually an invitation from my friend, sha.
so i will put all my latest collection & also some stock clearance there..
so for UTM student, come and join us that day! the more the merrier kn..hehe
Monday, January 5, 2009
tagged by Nanab

1.ini die cik nanab(aci tk ni no 1??)hee
2.currently doing M.Sc (Civil Engineering)
3.sgt suker kaler merah
4.sgt suker shopping kasut
5.gurlfren@Han to Alang..heheh
6.orgnye sgt putih
7.anak sulung from 5
8.org Jitra, Kedah
9.sgt fashionista
10.hohoh..dh tktau nk letak ape..
and this is 10 things about me
1. full name = fairuz diyana ismail
2.born on 8 November 1985
3. first child from 4
4.fanatics with yellow
5.bdk M.Sc (Physics)
6. actually while doing this tag, tgh wt literature review as well
7. half Selangor & half Terengganu
okeh,larat tulis 8 je..
*tkde nk tag sape2*
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
something triggers my anger
shut my self because being so patient
why on earth should they behave like that?
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29 Dec 2008 & 1 Jan 2009
yup, according to Islamic Calendar, 29 Dec is 1 Muharram 1430 Hijrah
while for Lunar Calendar, 1 Jan is start of new year 2009
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+ 1 Jan is something special for me too..wink..hee
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what's my hope this year??
wish to live more prosperous
more generous
berjaya dalam ape yg sedang diusahakan
menjadi businesswoman yg establish
nk blaja menjahit>>>at least, blaja potong kain.hee

semoga oncan dpt mengurangkn tabiat seperti gambar di atas ;P

wish the best to us for this new year

owh,semoga tahun ni release sume movie yg best2 je!
happy new year everyone!!
Sunday, December 28, 2008
reading is my passion
i wish i could review the film i watch today,but seriously talking.this year's worst film for me.The Spirit, i thought it's going to give me some excitement there, but all i felt is just bored & feels like u want to vomit because too much of mumbling and act that i could not understand
huh,it's actually from a action comic series.the scene is very much actual to the comic's i think.

okeh,that's all for today's short note from me.
Thursday, December 25, 2008
bosan secara tiba2
tp esok ade planning dh
hehe
my to-do-list
1.poskan shawl customer
2.poskan brooch customer
3.carik kedai nk anta jahit tepi (tp kene survey dlu,takot mahal sgt)
4.crk kedai kain ela (nk survey gk kain chiffon die)
5.nk gunting rambut!!(hr tu ade ternampak kt area Nike Factory Store tuh)
6.ajak hubby tgk movie la..buhsan
jd skrg ni nk layan citer Transporter 2, baru je abes download torrent
tagged by tima-part 2
Rules:
1.Link to the person that tagged you.
2.Post the rules in your blog.
3.Share 6 important things/habits/quirks about yourself.
4.Tag 6 random people at the end of your post by linking to their blogs.
5.Let each person know they have been tagged by leaving a comment on their website.
6.Reply to me when you're finish.
1.can't resist shopping at this moment>>Malaysia's Savings Sale dear..rase2 sepanjang 29Nov-4Jan ni dkt RM1k jugakla abes..huhu "lebey kot"
2.love to be myself,just me
3.my heart belongs to Mohammad Faiz Abdul Shukor
4.currently pursuing my studies at Master's level
5.a tutor at my respective department
6.fanatics to action movie>>just name it..
**saye tkkn tag org lain**
tagged by tima-part 1
uhh..howt??panas hati adela..hehe.tkde maknenye hottie nih.so,jwpnny,tdk!!
2. Upload your fave picture of you
3. Why do you like that picture?
hoh!simply as mmg dh tktau gmba mane yg saye ske.btw,is the latest taken.during my dinner at Kenny Rogers City Square,JB.
4. When was the last time you ate pizza?
pizza??my fav huh..kalo btol2 pizza tu mase 21 november 2008, lunch ngan adik2 oncan ; nadiah & raudah.tp kalo meal kt pizza tu, huhu.last Friday.dh tahap tktau nk mkn ape.so take away je Lunch Express kt Pizza Hut.berbaloi what..same je kalo mkn Mc'D.the price is just affordable.
5. The last song you listen to?
full album Dewa 19.huhu.saye sgt Indonesian songs fanatics.
6. What are you doing right now besides this?
hurm,thinking what else to search as keywords for my research.pening pale tau.& kene brush up balik sume integration etc.i really need oncan's help on this.
7. What name you prefer besides yours?
auww,i sgt ske name nih!fairuz diyana-permata kekuatan
8. People to tag:
sape2 je la..tk kesah..so that i don't have to answer next question!adios
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
harapan baru ; future is about to go
nape ntah, kinda bored & wish to have him beside me
so, tempat pn same jek g hari2 ; City Square JB!!
reasons ; dekat dgn rumah oncan, senang nk pegi balik, ade cinema
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so, what's new about me??
nothing new, just i wish this new year ; Awal Muharam & New Year 2009 will bring me more joy after miscomfort
currently, i'm no longer doing M.Sc by coursework because i have to change it to research mode..ya, my bff said kinda wasted.after 1 year then i have to start all over again
but dear all, this is the best for me
i hope so..doing it by research full of adventure, and i have to meet up with my supervisor every week..means with progress there
tkpela, mungkin ada hikmah di sebalik sume ni..
saya sgt bertabah hati..
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Friday, December 19, 2008
birthday oncan (18.12.2008)
mmg tk sempat since cume sempat belanja oncan mkn kt secret recipe & tgk movie kt c.s
tp sok oncan ajak teman g service kete ; nk ikot!!smbil2 tu leh tanye nk pasang reverse sensor kt kete saye..
pastu nk g PC fair kt PERSADA Johor ; nk tambah ram, nk beli DVD kosong, nk beli new headphone
nk ajak oncan g c.s lgk,hee..dh janji nk belanje die mkn ice-cream..nk santai2 jek..lgpn mmg dh hari2 jumpe, so skali skala nk ubah rutin..tamo nnt bosan jek..
pastu nk beli mascara baru,dh abes dh mascara Maybelline saye..nk beli Lip Smooth Maybelline, pastu nk survey2 foundation
hurm, tk pnah pn apply foundation b4 ni..slalu pakai moisturizer ngan compact jek,then make-up mcm bese
hee..
hope sok leh amek gmba sket..
Sunday, December 14, 2008
my mission this week
draft schedule for me this week
monday(15/12/2008)
12 pm-appointment with Tuan Hj Dahari from HRD,UTM>>need to settle sumthng
tuesday-wednesday(16-17/12/2008)
kene g carik hadiah utk oncan.dh ter-pk satu bnde ni.tp kene g crk dlu.very rare to be found.
thursday(18/12/2008)
oncan's 23rd birthday
friday-saturday-sunday(19-21/12/2008)
oncan ajak g shopping kt The Zone,maybe g tgk wayang lg :)
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actually saye sgt bosan ketika ini,oncan sedang bermaen futsal,jd tdk mungkinla oncan mampu men-reply SMS smbil menendang bola
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so,apelagi,saye pn mendownload torrent Transporter 2.hurm,kene g beli DVD kosong bnyk2 nih.sambil2 tuh,meng-order tudung bawal kt bawalchantique.
tetibe nk tambahkn koleksi tudung biase,asyik shawl je..buhsan juge.lgpn prefer to wear my baju kurung with normal tudung.
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transporter 3

wee..2 mlm berturut2 tgk movie..btol2 mem-buang duit.huhu
actually plan ngan oncan nk g shopping kt jusco tebrau.tetibe tgh otw oncan ckp,"jum tgk movie lg nk?"
hoh!!apekah pakwe ku sgt tension bekerja??
hurmm,tkpe2,saye kn peneman yg setia..
so,sesampai nye kt tebrau, g tgk showtime dlu..smpai dlm kol 9,naik 3rd floor..alamk,pnjg gile queue..
oncan>>"tkpela,kte g la jalan2 dlu,mkn dlu ke..kul 10 nnt msti dh tkde org beratur"
saye>>okeh **, kte g mkn la dlu..** pn lapar ni..kte nk mkn ape ni **?
oncan>>jum try nando's nk??
saye>>bleh gk **
after mkn,pegi kt kaunter TGV,beli tix kol 1130 pm..
actually,saye pnah tgk kt HBO Transporter 1..besh citer ni,pasal driver yg amek upah transport package..he's ex-army.just bayangkn betapa tough & kuat die ni.kehebatan die memandu ni kira dikagumi la..die ade few rules
1.never open the package>>confidential is important okeh!
2.no names>>tknk kenal2 la ngan customer,sbb customer die sume penjenayah..hoho
ni as usual synopsys yg di-ctrl-C & ctrl-V kn
Frank Martin puts the driving gloves on to deliver Valentina, the kidnapped daughter of a Ukranian government official, from Marseilles to Odessa on the Black Sea. En route, he has to contend with thugs who want to intercept Valentina's safe delivery and not let his personal feelings get in the way of his dangerous objective.
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after movie,oncan tetibe ckp
"tknk la beli Mercedes nnt..beli kete Audi la..lg smart"
hohoh!dlm citer ni mostly gune kete mewah je sume..
hurm,tk kesahla hubby..skrg ni kte ade Saga jek..huhu.tggula kte kaya nnt yek..
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** adelah name manja yg tkleh di-reveal di sini.khuatir akan menjadi bahan usikan teman2.
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Los & Faun

mari sume tgk citer nih!!
sgt best okeh!really made me laugh from start till the end
even ramai yg pertikaikn yg film ni cuma pasal jam yg hilang, but all the message is well delivered
ni sysnopsis yg di-ctrl-C & ctrl-V kn
Los (Hans Isaac) and Faun (Adlin Aman Ramlie) are two childhood friends who come to Kuala Lumpur to make a living. Together they have a gift to help people find their misplaced belongings. They soon become well-recognised and are seen on TV. Jasmin (Erra Fazira) quickly contacts them to help locate her late husband, Tuan Soffar's (Afdlin Shauki) expensive watch. Faun tries to locate the whereabouts of the watch, but finds that his powers are strangely affected by Jasmine's presence.
Thursday, December 11, 2008
bile hati tersentuh
emosi mmg sgt tk stabil skrg ni,kdg2 tu dpn org je nmpk relax & happy
tp bile dok sorang2, tibe2 jek airmata leh mengalir
yg plg tkleh tahan, tgh elok2 je ckp dlm phone ngan oncan, all of sudden, terESAK2..huh,apela..maybe sbb dgn oncan@en faiz je kot saye leh nangis cmtu..
hurm sejarah percintaan dgn oncan pn bnyk dgn air mata jek..hehe >>bkn die wt saye menanges, tp org laen
owh,tkleh citer bnyk2,nnt ade hati yg terluka
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oncan@en faiz,sgt syg kamu..
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saye ni pen-degil orgnye,slalu tamo dgr ckp.tp pelik bin ajaib, sbb ape yg oncan ckp tu slalunye btol..
huh,ni pn satu lg bnde kepelikan yg saye heran.ceh,memula tu saye sgtla berlagak tknk dgr ckp,tp bile dh bnyk kali, i admit, u're right bout me..
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okeh,mata mengntok suda..2-3 hari ni bdn lepak je..pnat drive tk abes lg..mane tknye,br je balik dr t'ganu slase mlm,rabu tgh hari dh drive balik JB>>men-setelkn bnde yg lom selesai
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btw, thanks to Cik Su & Dayah & Rehan >>i redha dgn ape yg jd..msti ade hikmah i di-duga mcm ni..kdg2 hidup ni kene ade tragedi sebelum happy ending
kalau tk di-duga,mungkin kte leka/lalai/alpa,lupa akan kesusahan hidup
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yang bersenang2 tu mestila bersusah2 dahulu
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Wednesday, December 3, 2008
as easy as that
as easy as that
someone whom i shall not say who
said most hurting words
me = upset
as easy as that
pale = tension??
"u nmpk sgt pucat & runsing"
hoho
btol la tu seperti yg dijangka
hurm
hope everything's going to be just fine..eyh,fine ke find yek?
afik, akak miss u so much
td tension sgt smpai tk saba2 beli tiket kt s.putri
i'll be back at friday@8am
dgn harapan sebelom kol 1 dh jejak umah
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the end
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Sunday, November 30, 2008
hidup ini umpama roda
sumthng really important ; i have to be at JB a.s.a.p
now,here I am
mmg betulla hidup ini umpama roda ; kdg2 kte kt atas, kdg2 kte kt bwh
aish,napela sebesar ini dugaanNya
mencari ilmu bknla semudah yg disangka
apetah lg kecemerlangan yg diidamkn
Ya Allah, permudahkanlah urusan ku nnt
ilmu yg dicari hanya pada jalan Mu
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sgt gundah ; mata ini tdk dpt lelap walau sepicing pun
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adakah menangis tu jln yg terbaik?bak kata org, menangis tu dpt meredakn perasaan, tp tk mampu menyelesaikn masalah ni skrg
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sad story happens again
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Friday, November 28, 2008
wahai hati
rase cm tk tau nk wtpe skrg
tkpela,sok2 ok la kot
tp kalo tk ok cmne??
sape nk fixed kn wahai hati??
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...speechless..
...disappointed..
...my heart is broken..
Thursday, November 27, 2008
cnfius!!ade sape2 leh tlg tk?
my prob is, bile dh tulis2, then nk upload gmba, gmba tu msti ternaik on top of the post.
help me plz..
just leave the help at my c-box
thanx all..
mmuahx
birthday afik (25.11.2008)
tkdela wt celebrate pape pn,sbb ade lg sorang my sister lom blk dr USM
kire we all just beli kek & he got present from me..
Monday, November 24, 2008
tagged by hanlovehyunbin
The rules:-Link to your tagger and post these rules. List 8 random facts about yourself and tag 8 people
1.i love yellow colour so much >> fanatics of sumthng in yellow
2.i am in a relationship >:> mohammad faiz abdul shukor
3.i am 1st child frm 4 siblings
4.kuat merajuk sebenarnye..more info,tanye en faiz
5.lemah lembut
6.tk reti nk marah org..
7.i love my family and friends
8.kinda shopaholic too..tp bermusim la
Tag:
1.dhiya
2.timah
3.ieie
4.sarah wong
5.rina
6.coklat biru >> sabrina
7.mrs bunga
8.farah wahida arif
-You-
First Name
– fairuz diyana
Nickname
– ayuz
Name you wish you had
- tkde la,sgt ske name saye okeh
What do people normally mistake your name as
–they wonder if am a boy >> hello!!fairuz tu maksudnye batu permata kaler turquoise tau.tkde kene mengena ngan gender pn
Birthday
- 8 november 1985
Birthplace
– KL
Time of Birth
–12.01 am
Single or taken
- in a relationship >>heheh
Zodiac sign
– scorpio >> ske cubit org yg wt jahat
-Your Appearence-
How tall are you
– 159 cm
Wish you were taller
– no la..i've normal height for a girl
Eye color
- black
Eye color you want
– black
Natural Hair color
– black
Current Hair color
– black
Short or long hair
- shoulder length
Ever dye your hair a bizarre color
– love my hair to be black & thick too
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair
–nothing!!
Glasses or contacts
– glasses >> tahap silap yg melampau, tkblel pakai lense
Do you wear make-up
– yes,love to esp nk g dating
Ever had hair extensions
– no!
Paint your nails
- no ;)
-In the opposite gender-
What color eyes
– black
What color hair
- black
Shy or Outgoing
- org yg kelakar
Sexy or Cute
- cute but sexy >>hah,adakah??
Serious or Fun
– fun but serious in our relationship
Older or Younger than you
– same age..
A turn on
- romantic + ske wt kelakar + can make my heart melt + tau cmne nk pujuk saye..heheh
A turn off
- guy yg pakai rantai2,dye rambut,pierce telinga or any part of their body + yg ade hair chest >>geli!!
-This or that-
Flowers or Chocolates
- tk minat both
Pepsi or Coke
- 100 Plus..hahah
Rap or Rock
–both is ok
Relationship or One night stand
– relationship la..gile ape one night stand >> i'm not a call girl
School or Work
- both
Love or Money
– both
Movies or Music
- both~
Country or City
– country
Sunny or Rainy days
– rainy ;)
Friends or Family
- both
-Have you ever-
Lie
– of course!
Stole something
- penah kot :)
Smoked
- nope
Hurt someone close to you
– yeah.
Broke someone's heart
-yup
Had your heart broken
- pn pnah juge..citer lame la..
Wondered what was wrong with you
- so grateful now
Wish you were a prince/princess
- princess
Liked someone who was taken
– currently no..
Shaved your head
- nope!
Used chopsticks
-yup!!when mkn @Secret Recipe
Sang in the mirror to yourself
– haha..love to be in front of mirror
-Favorites-
Flower
– yellow roses + sunflower
Candy
– mint
Song
– tersangatla bnyk
Scent
- floral but sexy & seductive
Color
- yellow of course!
Movies
- any except horror
Singer
–Dewa
-SO7
-Jason Mraz
-Samsons
-Ungu
-celine dion
-dato' siti nurhaliza
-banyak lagi ler.. ;)
Junk food
–tk ske sgtla..
Website
– http://yellowprestige.blogspot.com hahah
Location
– Malaysia
Animal
- tk ske pet
-Misc-
Ever cried over someone
- yeah!
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself
– tkde!
Do you think you're attractive
bese2 jek..
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose
- jdk princess>tk kesahla citer ape pn
Do you play any sports
- sometimes ;)
my journey today ( 9 am - 1pm )
most awaited person ; my hero kecik >>fikri hakimi
hehe. today i balik to my hometown >> Rawang
alone with my WRS 5978(my new Saga)tkla new pn,dh msuk 3 bln pakai
8.30 am - anta Rehan g keje, masuk UTM jp
9 am - dh kuar tol Skudai
9.30 am - lepas Machap
10.30 am - berenti jp kt Pagoh >> minum bnyk air, tk tahan nk g toilet, huhu
mase nih speed saye maintain 100km/j
pas je kuar Pagoh,dgn tk hengat nye kaki menekan pedal minyak smpai 120 km/j >>owh,kete i bkn Mercedes @ BMW,tkleh laju2 sgt..
sedar2 jek kol 12 dh kuar exit to KLIA, Ipoh, Shah Alam
12.30 pm - exit tol Rawang
1 pm - yayy!!berjaya smpai umah!!
jdk saye men"sleeping beauty"kn diri dr kul 3 smpai 6
haha,badan mmg lepak giler..
tp it's worth to be tired
dpt cuti lame2..
dpt tdo puas2..
dpt mcm2 la..
haha..
okeh,sok bnyk program menanti
sok kte update lg yek..
lots of luv!!mmuahx
Sunday, November 23, 2008
exam suda abes!!yayy
episod cuti sudah bermula
esok i'll be going back to my lovely home sweet home
can't wait to see my family ; ibu, ayah, angah, wani & afik
oh ye, 25hb ni afik's birthday
tk beli lg hadiah die
tk sempat plak nk crk smlm
hurmm
be going back for 3 weeks
sambut raye haji kt t'ganu >> kg ayah..
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ape yg tggl kt JB??my faiz..hoho
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i'll update more story when i've reach my hometown tomorrow
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
fun photo with PhotoFunia

hehe,this one is FUN!!tgk kt blog sha, then cm best je nk try..just upload your picture & choose your effect..
Monday, November 17, 2008
love & hurt

Before you hurt others,
Hurt yourself first.
It will make you wise.
Before you love yourself,
Try to love others first.
It will make you perfect.
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If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.
miss all my friends

graduation day
24th march 2008
uhuu..celcom broadband tkleh pakai weekend baru2 ni..disbbkn kebohsanan yg terAMAT,so saye pn g la menggeledah gamba2 lame dlm laptop nih..
tup2,jdk rindu sgt2 kt kwn2..
yela,since dh grad+keje ni,jumpe diorg jarang sgt
even yg still same2 smbung master kt UTM pn jarang jumpe..
ntahla,nk kate bz,tkla bz giler..
tp mayb masing2 pn dh ade haluan sendiri
tkde dh lepak2 cm dulu..
huhu
still ingt lg mase final sem degree dlu,boleh dikatekn tiap2 hari
dlm bilik tula dok sembang tk igt dunia; apetah lg kalo ade Zaimah
urm,pas ni ntah bile la lg leh jumpe..
Friday, November 14, 2008
keTERUJAan saye dgn kamera baru
hee..actually it's my first own camera
hurm,saye tkla seuntung org laen
yg parents nye leh belikan mcm2..
huk2,sedey giler ayat
tp alhamdulillah,sejak keje ni,mcm2 saye dpt beli
just nk share citerla kn,since i start my own biz,yellow prestige collection's i need camera so badly.
yela,nk amek gmba yg chantek & berkualiti utk attract customer
b4 this borrow form my gewd fren,thanks Ho!!
so,determined kumpul duit & this is what i got..
camera nye biase je,Fujifilm ,7.2MegaPixels
tp sgt puas hati sbb beli hasil titik peluh sendri..
jd, la ni bermula sesi fotografi utk sume produk yellow prestige
hee..
tk sabarnye nk cuti sem nih..
leh amek gmba adik2 ku syg,gmba mase raye Haji
mmuahx all
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
bila hati rase tk puas hati
smpai org leh suke suki jek..
saye ni tk pndai rasekn tk puas hati,rase marah
kalo tk puas hati ke ape ke,senyap jek
mls nk argue,kang mkn dlm susah plak
tk pham la certain ppl
die rase die jek yg btol
plzla,ur ego tu tk kemane
erm okehla,tknk ckp pnjg2
janji org tu bahagia suda..
saye ni saket hati tkpe..
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
tagged by dhoyo
1. Name one person who made you laugh last night?
erm cik su,dayah,hazila,kak haliza..thanks for the treat buddies(",)
2. What were you doing at 0800?
dgn smngt iron baju kurung..nk masuk UTM la kunun2
3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
mandi2 manda..hek2
4. What happened to you in 2006?
hurm sad things happened, jdk SU utk PESTHO '06,jatoh chenta skali lgk..hek2
5. What was the last thing you said out loud?
dh lame la tk jerit2..karaoke kire jerit tk??
6. How many beverages did you have today?
hubby amek kt umah,bwk lunch kt A&W,saye sakit hr ni..
7. What color is your hairbrush?
black..
8.What was the last thing you paid for?
belanja hubby A&W,saye jdk kaya sekejap..keh3
9. Where were you last night?
jusco tmn U..mkn pizza
10. What color is your front door?
kat opis kaler light blue, kt umah kaler cream/beige
11. Where do you keep your change?
in my purse..
12. What's the weather like today?
suram jek langit
13. What's the best ice-cream flavor?
neapolitan;nestle punye..
14. What excites you?
doing biz,browse internet,shopping,dating same hubby,balik umah(miss my hometown)
15. Do you want to cut your hair?
tamo la..syg rambut ni..kalo trim ok la kot..
16. Are you over the age of 25?
not yet babe!!
17. Do you talk a lot?
haha.sgt lorr..esp when gossip2 wif my bestie
18. Do you watch the O.C.?
of course la..ske sgt tgk mischa barton..but she's too skinny
19. Do you know anyone named Steven?
tkdak la..
20. Do you make up your own words?
erm nope..
21. Are you a jealous person?
jeles2..tp sbb org yg i syg la..
22. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'A'.
ramai..a'a,alip,achik,aini,and the list goes on..
23. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'K'.
alamak,sume pangkal kakak la..huhu
24. Who's the first person on your received call list?
mohammad faiz abdul shukor(",)
25. What does the last text message you received say?
ok ** (hak2,tkleh tulis kt cni..name manje i)
26. Do you chew on your straw?
i don't..
27. Do you have curly hair?
rambut gue ikal mayang..ceh,pasan giler.
28. Where's the next place you're going to?
ngadap dpn laptop nih je..
29. Who's the rudest person in your life?
adela kot 1 this friend..
30. What was the last thing you ate?
waffle double ice cream A&W
31. Will you get married in the future?
nk kawen..hik2.tgh working for the bright future of ours
32. What's the best movie you've seen in the past 2 weeks?
saye rajin plak tgk movie lately..quantum of solace,max payne..hurm movie2 kt astro leh kire tk?hehe
33. Is there anyone you like right now?
it's not like,it's love..
34. When was the last time you did the dishes?
hurm last week kot..
35. Are you currently depressed?
of course,tgh final exam mode..
36. Did you cry today?
nope..
37. Why did you answer and post this?
coz my bff tagged me..
38. Tag 5 people who would do this survey.
1)riri
2) sabrina(selendang sayang)
3) tasha
4)this one girl yg ske sgt korean actor
bile bendera jepon dtg..
tk jd sume keje hr ni..
gara2 once in month ni dtg..
saye ni dhla "in pain" when it comes
menci2!!
sian sume customer,tk jd jumpe mus
tk jd jumpe nanab(sorry nanab,asek tangguh jek)
tk jd nk poskan shawl kt arda & fahim
tk jd nk paskan shawl yaty kt popo
result = with my sarong keeps tuam with warm bottle
ermm..
i hv another 2 paper's left for final
okla stakat nih
hik2
last nite g mkn2 kt pizza ngan cik su,dayah,jagung, lear ngan kak haliza
diorg celebrate birthday jagung n me
thanx kwn2!!
really appreciate it..
tetibe jd rindu sgt kt lily,emi,ina ngan faraD
lamenye tk jumpe diorg
last pn mase konvo bln 3 hr tuh..
F.R.I.E.N.D.S F.O.R.E.V.E.R
miss u all so much!!
Sunday, November 9, 2008
permata buat isteri (",)
Lirik/Puisi: Abdul Aziz HM
Telah kusiapkan
Satu daerah paling sunyi
Dalam hati ini untuk kau isi
Sebagai isteri
Untuk kau penuhi dengan kemuliaan
Seorang wanita
Untuk kau beri erti dengan kelembutan
Untuk kau hargai dengan kasih sayang
Ku ingin kau jadi wanita mulia
Yang tahu harga budi dan hati
Seorang lelaki bernama suami
Kerana engkau isteri...
Ku ingin kau mengerti
Bahawa hidup ini tak semudah yang kita janjikan
Yang kita janjikan
Kerana kau isteriku
owwh,sweet bangat this song hubby..
thnx!!
Friday, November 7, 2008
Monday, November 3, 2008
counting days to my birthday..:)
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
study week..final exam mode..uwaa:(
buku & past year q's menemani
+nota PowerPoint dlm laptop
owh,sungguh tk sanggup
tp,demi sekeping ijazah SARJANA
huk2,degree dh lepas wei..
w'pun sengsara+tk cukup tdo+perut masuk angin
TERPAKSA,diulangi TERPAKSA jua ku tempuh
hope + dreams
plz be with me
saye mau lulus smpai Doktor Falsampah,eyh bkn2 Doktor Falsafah
tk sabar nk abeskn final sem ni
tggl sem dpn je wt dissertation
then dgn penoh kesungguhan smbung PhD
Monday, October 27, 2008
pissed off!!
tp rase sgt bengang & marah skrg..
ppl dun understand me enuff
tensi+marah!!
cintaku yg terakhir


Kita berteman
Hatiku ini
Terasa cinta
Kau bagiku
Hanyalah kawan
Tapi diriku
Rasa sesuatu
Malam aku tak lena
Menginginkan dirimu
Sukar untuk ku kata
Yang kaulah di hatiku
Kau cintaku yang terakhir
Mungkin selamanya
Kaulah satu teman hidupku
Akan ku mencintaimu
Malam aku tak lena
Menginginkan dirimu
Sukar untuk ku kata
Yang kaulah di hatiku
Kau cintaku yang terakhir
Mungkin selamanya
Kaulah satu teman hidupku
Akan ku mencintaimu
Kau cintaku yang terakhir
Mungkin selamanya
Kaulah satu teman hidupku
Akan ku mencintaimu
Kau cintaku yang terakhir
Mungkin selamanya
Kaulah satu teman hidupku
Akan ku mencintaimu
Ku mengharap kitakan bersama
Selama-lama teman cinta hatiku
*sweet songs..hehe
love u hubby
Friday, October 17, 2008
Thursday, October 16, 2008
cinta..ever found him/her?
okeh2..tu sume citer lame..tp kalo pasal lagu cinta,saye suke sgt this 1 song..by Element entitled Cinta Sejati..i start suke lagu ni since secondary school lg..i found Indonesian love songs is much2 better than ours..erm bkn tk sokong brg buatan Malaysia,tp tk minatla lagu yg tangkap leleh & jiwang nye mendayu..
so bwh ni saye nk paste kn lirik lagu tu..
Memberi tanpa harus menerima
Dia membawa damai dan bahagiakan jiwa
Tuk semua manusia
Hanya cinta sejati yang bisa
Bertahan tanpa mengenal waktu
Akan pernah sinar bagaikan karang di samudera
Kan abadi tuk selamanya
Seperti itulah cintaku untuk dirim
Tulus dan apa adanya
Datang dari sebuah rasa sucinya hati
Atas nama cinta sejati
dan bila engkau telah mengerti
berapa besarnya artinya cinta
hingga setiap nafas yg mengalir di tubuh mu karena cinta dari yg kuasa
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Wednesday, October 15, 2008
FIRST TYME EVER DRIVE KE JB~wink

hee..just wanna share my story..hr ni is my first time drive ke JB..actually hr ni antakn my bff,Dhiya Ruzanna for an interview..interview for post engineer JKR..disbbkn saya bknla pemandu yg pro,so journey ktorg adela peristiwa yg mencuakkn..huhu..sorry dhiya..dhla lmbt amek ko,pastu leh sesat2 plak tu..sib baik kte konfiden jek..keh2..pape pn,kalo bkn sbb die,saye tkkn brani drive ke JB..mane tknye,cnfirmla traffic tu jammed..kete saye manual plak tuh..ni nasehat saye ye,len kali belila kete auto..huhu

there is always a first time..


































hee..selendang ni en faiz yg belikan utk saye..sgtla terharu..rajin plak die belikn hadiah utk saye skrg..hoho..
